I don’t know what it is lately, but I’ve been feeling so tired and drawn out. I really have no reason to be feeling that way, so it kind of bothers me. I just feel like I am moving so slow in life right now, even though I have a lot of positive things going on.

It’s just frustrating sometimes when everything you want is just barely, and I mean, barely, out of reach, and if you just hold a little more patience you might, finally, after waiting for years, get it.

Then, something else happens, and you have to recollect yourself to focus on staying patient and helping others instead of yourself. I wouldn’t mind so much if it was stuff that I had some control over, but unfortunately, as life seems to do, it’s always things that our completely out of ones control that put us to the test.

I’ve been told I am a patient man, and I think I am starting to see myself in that light. I do believe that it is through patience and understanding that one can achieve utmost happiness in life.

I look around and see so many people losing their jobs, and then I look at mine, and it is one I actually typically enjoy. At least for the most part I do. It has gotten a little frustrating lately, however, as things have not quite worked out as I had hoped. I am seeing things don’t work as I thought they would either.

There is a lot of stuff happening in, or around my life that has my eyes open and I am trying to soak it all in. It allows me to learn to appreciate the good things I have in life, while learning that I am willing to sacrifice to help make other people’s lives better.

I admit though, to some extent, I think it will also have a positive impact on my own life, so it isn’t completely selfless.

That’s just life, I guess.